I'm alone
in a room without any friends.
I'm alone
in my world there's just me and emptiness.
Where could you find someone?
Where are you looking for?
Where are my past, my now, my chance
to make better tomorrows?
Where are the signs, where are the leads,
how else can I do anything?
Where are my hopes, where are my dreams,
where can I find 'em? They're my everything.
I was looking for a girl or a guy,
I was looking for a bit, for a love.
I was depressing everybody near me.
I was just walking. Nobody can hear me.
I was bein' faggot, I was bein' moron,
I was bein' wrong, mistaken and so on.
I was hoping, that everything can be fine,
I was failing, everything became coarse!
I'm alone
in a room without any friends.
I'm alone,
there's just me and emptiness.
I'm alone,
it's just fine I guess
I'm alone
I'll be less and less.
Where'd you find the happiness?
Where can you looking for?
Where's only the loneliness,
how can you hope for better good?
Where are the girls? Where are the boys?
Where are the bodies? Where are the bones?
Why am I 'lone? Why am I livin'?
Is there anything that I can believe in?
I was looking for answers to questions,
I was seeking without succession.
I was looking for several times,
all I've been found is eleven lines.
I was bein' desperate, I was bein' hopeless,
I was bein' confused, I was bein' clueless.
I was having a knife, I's having a vein,
life hadn't been working, let me try the grave!
I'm alone
in a room without any friends.
I'm alone,
there's just me and emptiness.
I'm alone,
it's just fine I guess
I'm alone
I'll be less and less.
I'm alone
in a room without any friends.
I'm alone,
there's just me and emptiness.
I'm alone
on the floor by my blood.
I'm alone.
None will go through the mud.
instructions (I wrote these 2 years ago, so I'll keep them here):
Very short (~200 words) flash story inspired by a rather depressing song in basically the same setting as another (early, thus bad) short story of mine.
Published on 25th December 2020.
tenpo li kama tawa pini tenpo.
jan li alasa e jan olin ike. sina ken jo
e jan olin pona e jan pona olin.
tan seme la sina wile e jan nasa sama mi?
tenpo mute la mi sitelen e ijo pimeja.
mi sitelen e toki pi pu ala, la jan mute li kalama
li wile utala e mi. mi sona ala e tan ona.
mi kepeken toki pona. ni li ike anu pona?..
This is a lyrics I've been struggling to record, so I finally publish it here.
Lil' Jesus is coming to the town.
And he have brought some gifts for us!
But there was a wee bit
O' misunderstanding,
Because he bought the "Gift" in Germany..
mi tawa lon insa pi ma tomo pi kasi,
la mi pali e moku soweli seli.
mi moku e
ona li pilin e wile
tan ni:
meli ona li jo e lupa sike.
ona li wile unpa.
ona li wile awen
lon sewi kiwen pi olin pi kule
pi laso loje pimeja jelo.
tenpo mute la mi tawa. mi wile e telo...
(pssst, there are interesting "behind the scenes" like notes too!)
jan ale li wile. jan ale li sona.
pilin li suwi. pilin l'alasa.
jan Sotan li ike. jan ante li pona.
pilin li suli. pilin l'utala.
mi sona e toki. mi sona e mute.
utala l'ike. utala l'ike.
mi sona e olin. mi sona li kute
e toki pona e toki ike....